Keeping up with this is going to be a little harder than I had expected. Well…not really because of time…I have 2 hours until I would have missed writing a blog every day. The hard part is going to be having something to talk about everyday. Well…I guess I do have something to say…
Today I went to the gas station and there was this girl in front of me. Actually a woman…she had to have been at least 30…and she looked like she weighed about 80 pounds. It was really sad…I could tell she was anorexic. She got a Vault…the cashier was like “Do you want a candy bar with that?” Hell yeah she wants a candy bar. She was so skinny I could see her bones poking out of her black dress. She responded “Nope…got the fuel for the tank and the fuel for my body” Just how she said “body” you could tell that she had some sort of self distortion disorder. Like she wasn’t even in her body…like her body didn’t exsist. I saw her in her car after I checked out. She sipped on the Vault long enough for me to pump 25 in gas and get in my car. Then she lit a cigarette and went on her way. Don’t ask why this made an impact on me. I am just happy for my health, glad that I have found peace with my self image, and thank God every day that I am still breathing…
