what a slacker

Forgive me bloggers…for a have sinned…it has been 2 days since my last confession. I would like to tell you that a lot has happened in the past few days. Not anything that I can say public…but just a heads up. the several things have actually shaped the way that I will think about things from now on. Which is a great thing. I am very excited about the changes that will come in the future as well. One more month. It is getting really close. There are a few things here that make me want to stay, but who knows how that will work out anyways. I really hope that things in the past can be forgotten and that we could try everything again. I have changed so much in the past few years…in a big way. Not only with maturity, but also with security. My life is so much more care free now with the love of my parents…and the ability for them to be there for me emotionally. It makes me be able to live my life the way I want to rather than worrying about protecting myself and my heart from anything. I will just keep my fingers crossed. If it works out, it works out…if it doesn’t, it doesn’t…but I would love it if it did!!